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December 2010

It’s pretty crazy to really sit down and think about all that we’ve been through together and how we’ve seriously been together through it all. These people make up my second family. No words can describe how much they mean to me.

And this past retreat was our real last retreat together. And it was sad to think that this year would be our last together too and who knows where we’ll end up. With college coming up we could be spread out all over the country and only be able to see each other like three times a year. But I really do hope and pray that the distance will not tear us apart, friendship-wise. I think I would go insane.

When I think of them I just become full of thankfulness that I met such amazing people. And I know it’s not coincidence that we all became friends. We’ve had our share of ups and downs but we’ve all somehow stuck through and always came back together. Looking back these were the people who were there, prominently and silently, through the darkest times as well as the happiest times. These are the people I share my most treasured memories with. These are the people that know me the best. These are the people I can be completely honest with because I know our love for each other is unconditional. And that’s the beauty of it. That no matter what, we’ll be there for each other and love each other until the end.

I know I don’t show my appreciation for them hardly enough. But I really do hope they know that I do because I really do. I really really really really really do appreciate them for all they’ve done for me and just for being a part of my life and shaping who I am today and who I will be tomorrow. These people inspire me with their kindness, persistence, dedication, humor, and love.

They will always be in my prayers and thoughts and I pray to God everyday that we’ll continue to be best friends and that we won’t lose each other through the craziness of life. And that we won’t lost God either.

Dec 31, 2010
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this is so frustrating

I am so close to finishing my college applications but there’s just this ONE supplement for NYU that I just cannot seem to find the answer to.

“If you had the oppurtunity to bring any person - past or present, fiction or nonfictional - to a place that is special to you (your hometown or country, a favorite location, etc.), who would you bring and why? Tell us what you would share with them.”

Dear NYU, I DON’T KNOW.

Dec 31, 2010
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Dec 21, 2010
The neverending rain

I like it when it rains because it feels like God is cleansing us all and giving us another chance to start over…but I never knew we needed this much cleansing.

Dec 20, 2010
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the long awaited day has arrived

WINTER BREAK!

But for some reason it doesn’t feel like it. I feel like I have to do homework today and study for some test or something. I guess it just hasn’t hit me yet and it shouldn’t because I need to finish my apps BEFORE I can have fun. So trying to maintain this working mode. If that’s even possible.

So yesterday was our church’s annual Christmas presentation and it was, I think, one of the best ones we’ve ever done. And I mean collectively, not just my group, but everyone did such a great job. But it also hit me that this was my last Christmas presentation…EVER. As sad as that was, it was nice that my last one went so well. I guess this year is going to have a lot of it’s “lasts” and it is quite saddening. I’m focused on college and grades that I forget to realize that I need to enjoy what I have now. But that’s the hard part. It’s like I want to do EVERYTHING but it just seems impossible for me. Yeah I know the whole “great things don’t come without sacrifice” idea but this time, I don’t want to sacrifice any of it. I want to experience it all. I’m greedy. 

So as much as apps will suck, my goal is to get them done so I CAN experience it all this winter break. (: Wish me luck.

Dec 18, 2010
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Dec 10, 2010
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I’m coming home. I’m coming home. Let the world know I’m coming home. Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday.

I know my kingdom awaits and they’ve forgiven my mistakes. I’m coming home.

Dec 9, 2010
Dear God,

I’m sorry. For everything.

I don’t deserve any of your love. Disown me as your daughter. I’ve given up on changing. It seems utterly impossible. This flicker of hope has blown out.

Dec 8, 2010
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